Thursday, 27 January 2011


Im going back to London very sooooooon!!

I cant wait!

Saturday, 22 January 2011


 Last week, I went to Kanazawa, located west side of japan. 
Its been almost 1 and half years since I visited there last time.
This time, I felt Kanazawa has been declining seriously. 
Many tenants which were not small or were  popular one have closed.
On the other hand, UNDERCOVER has got their shop there and I really wanted to pop in  but unfortunately I couldnt make it. So next time, I dont know when its gonna be, I definitely go!

One of my biggest purpose to go there was to go to 21st century museum. 

I really love that building and atmosphere.
Whenever I go, I can feel relax and enjoy many good work. 

Time flies in this museum. 

Ah anyway, I have got my air ticket to London.  It was like £700 for only one way!! 
Amazingly expensive.
I feel so sorry to my dad for supporting such a selfish daughter.

Thanks a lot my family....

Tuesday, 11 January 2011


I seriously wish to get YMS visa...

If there is still some possibility, I wont give up
Im going to do anything I can do for that visa.
have to prepare, be ready and fighting again anyway.

too tough days 
too long days

I want to go back asap.

Anyway I should be positive.

Saturday, 8 January 2011


After i came back here, i have met some of my friends and am feeling like i come to different world. 
Before i go to London, it wasnt like now. Situation has totally changed in 1 year because 10 friends and 2 of my cousin got married and 3 other friends are going to get married this year. Also almost every friends who got married 2 years ago are having baby now. oh in addition, some friends have built their house!! marriage boom is here. Of course, im odd one hahaha i dont mind

Thursday, 6 January 2011

no title

negative here 
just wanna go somewhere else 
just wanna b alone 
why everyone tend to blame me of what im doing, what im feeling
so negative here i dont  like it

Tuesday, 4 January 2011


An unbelievably awful thing has struck me today.
Because of  a crap visa appointment system and so many claims for that, everything will restart and my appointment has been cancelled. Everything is toooooooo crap!!!!!!!! I never never imagine such an annoying thing has happened to me…
anyways i have to fight again,,, really hope i can get a visa. 

Monday, 3 January 2011


They are so nice.
We were same high school students.
Its been 8years since we graduated, but still we get together once in a year.  
It seems nothing has changed as we were, but its actually changed  in some way and some point. 

Sunday, 2 January 2011

5 days

it has been 5 days since i left london n he got infection.

really hope getting better soon...

Saturday, 1 January 2011

my love

Oh im in japan now so there's 9 hours time lag here.
Yesterday, i actually meant to post preceding one on new years day but it wasnt so i think i need to post something again cos i made a decision to post everyday.

ok, then, here is one of my lovely cat.
She comes to me when she wants to have some food.
She comes to me when she wants me to open a door.
She comes to me when i sit in front of a heater.

Cats are so selfish, i know i know, but still they are really lovely.
anyway i always come to her and give many kissies hahaha i never mind